It's 'amazing' to see how people claimed that they only want all love and happiness to you left because you finally have all the love and happiness.
People love to give you guidelines in regards to the 'correct' way to go about living. People love to shape you to become what they like you to be. People will judge you. People will try to change you. Only a few understand. Only a few accept who you really are. But if you allow all this to alter your path, you're going to end up living someone else's life.
In 2018, I'm awaken. I start to be myself. I don't compromise anymore. I don't settle. And I see things changed drastically (in a good way).
When my eyes are opened (like finally), I realised who are the real ones who really stand by my side through thick and thin. It's very disappointed to see someone whom you value dearly turned their back and stabbed you. But it's part of the growing process isn't it?
In 2019, I believe that as long as I am true to myself, I'd attract people who love and support me, just as I am.